Imagination is the ...not key

It's never came true just because you believed... it won't now.

Gohan = rice?

It's been a while hasn't it? A rather surprising break from my normal everyday blog post. I must say I've been a bit too busy as of late. Too much work and somewhat frequent slices of drama.

The first lot of uni assignments has just gone in for assessment, and now the second wave has already piled up. I am eagerly looking forward to that two week break. I definitely need some time.

It has also occurred to me that I am rather paranoid about spending time alone. Normally I would have jumped at the chance for solitude yet now, I seem to have some weird issues with myself when I am alone. A mild, constricting sense of panic.

Finally it got the better of me last night. The dark wasn't scary, but the unwavering feeling of dread and helplessness was definitely not my own. Sleep was out of question, though rested, I don't feel like I slept at all. It was akin to the fabled night terror, but last night I woke up crying and sobbing instead of scared.

I have no recounts of what happened next, since I was so exhausted I just slept on without bothering to wipe my eyes. Very very strange events I dare say. I wonder what's happening?

To make life slightly more exciting, I am going to test it today since it's awfully late. =( I'll probably come back on with the result later... -____- for once a negative seemed like all that I hope for.